Bonjour :) Leesya's here. Do be nice, do follow. Gracias amigo!

Its been so long aku tak update kat blog ku sayang manja intan payung gunung meletop ni. Lesson learned. Tak kira bape lama pun kita kenal someone tu, dorang takkan selalu be with us utk dgr sedih perit duka kita kan. Bila gembira? Haaa kalau boleh satu dunia adaa. Well, I need a time on my own. So i guess kat sini jela aku boleh be alone. Takde siapa nak marahh nak bebel kalau meroyan ke ape kann huhu. This time, i wont be needing anyone. Cuma ade Alysha & Sabrina je dkt sini.

2013 - 2014 is the toughest year of my life. I know belum officially a year (2014), but this year im like urghhhhh -.- Kentoto. To be honest, I almost couldnt recognize myself. Ape yg aku tak pernah buat dulu, aku pernah buat skrg. Bukan minum or whatsoever.... Senang citer dulu I WAS SO FUCKING NAIVE. Byk benda aku taktauu. Boleh dikatakan budak baiklah hahahaha. Now, Byk benda aku dah tauu. I've changed. A lot. I broke all my promises yg aku janji aku takkan buat (dulu). Seeing myself like this.... its just so damnn sad. Aku kesian kt diri aku. Sedih tengok diri yang dulunya jauhhh lebih baik daripada skrg ni. Wish I could go back, tell myself what I know now.

Im trying to make a change in my life. Aku taknak janji pape, pada sesiapa & whatever. Tak berani. Takut mungkiri janji. From now on, Im learning to let go - forget - ignore the negative people in my life. I dont need manusia yang pura-pura ambil berat pasal aku, pura-pura 'to be in my life'. I dont fucking need those people. Menyampah. Im tired of being disappointed all the time. Sedih. Kecewa. What I have to do right now is....... MOVING ON.


                     




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